{"id":1359,"date":"2008-08-28T10:24:47","date_gmt":"2008-08-28T14:24:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/harryallen.info\/?p=1359"},"modified":"2008-08-28T10:24:47","modified_gmt":"2008-08-28T14:24:47","slug":"there-but-not-quite-there","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/harryallen.info\/?p=1359","title":{"rendered":"There. But Not Quite There."},"content":{"rendered":"<p align=\"center\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.nytimes.com\/interactive\/2008\/08\/27\/us\/politics\/20080827-winterobama-mutimedia\/index.html\"  target=\"_blank\" title=\"\u201cAin\u2019t nothin\u2019 gonna break my stride.\u201d\"><img src=\"http:\/\/harryallen.info\/wp-content\/uploads\/2008\/08\/screen33.jpg\" title=\"\u201cAin\u2019t nothin\u2019 gonna break my stride.\u201d\" alt=\"\u201cAin\u2019t nothin\u2019 gonna break my stride.\u201d\" align=\"middle\" width=\"500\" \/><\/a><em><br \/>\nBarack Obama. (Photo by Damon Winter for <\/em>The New York Times<em>) <\/em><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.nytimes.com\/2008\/08\/28\/us\/politics\/28obama.html?_r=1&amp;pagewanted=all\"  target=\"_blank\">Fascinating piece in <em>The New York Times<\/em> about the challenge Barack Obama faces<\/a>, not only, externally, to his ascendency, but also internally, from himself.<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>In the way Mr. Obama has trained himself for competition, he can sometimes seem as much athlete as politician. Even before he entered public life, he began honing not only his political skills, but also his mental and emotional ones. He developed a self-discipline so complete, friends and aides say, that he has established dominion over not only what he does but also how he feels. He does not easily exult, despair or anger: to do so would be an indulgence, a distraction from his goals. Instead, they say, he separates himself from the moment and assesses.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe doesn\u2019t inhale,\u201d said David Axelrod, his chief strategist.<\/p>\n<p><!--more-->But with Barack Hussein Obama officially becoming the Democratic presidential nominee on Wednesday night, some of the same qualities that have brought him just one election away from the White House \u2014 his virtuosity, his seriousness, his ability to inspire, his seeming immunity from the strains that afflict others \u2014 may be among his biggest obstacles to getting there.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p><img src=\"http:\/\/harryallen.info\/wp-content\/uploads\/2008\/08\/obama_mail_500px.jpg\" title=\"Feel my healing rays\u2026.\" alt=\"Feel my healing rays\u2026.\" align=\"right\" width=\"300\" \/>The piece goes at some length to describe the mystery of Obama&#8217;s feelings and how he handles them.<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>If there is one quality that those closest to Mr. Obama marvel at, it is his emotional control. This is partly a matter of temperament, they say, partly an effort by Mr. Obama to step away from his own feelings so he can make dispassionate judgments. \u201cHe doesn\u2019t allow himself the luxury of any distraction,\u201d said Valerie Jarrett, a close adviser. \u201cHe is able to use his disciplined mind to not get caught up in the emotional swirl.\u201d<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>By way of explaining him, friends say it&#8217;s not that he &#8220;does not experience emotion.&#8221;<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>But he detaches and observes, revealing more in his books than he does in the moment. \u201cHe has the qualities of a writer,\u201d Mr. Axelrod said. \u201cI get the sense that he\u2019s participating in these things but also watching them.\u201d<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>That quality\u2014to closely observe his environment, and to self-reflect\u2014opens up an interesting, now-famous detail about his campaign.<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>As a campaigner, Mr. Obama had to learn to sometimes let simple emotion rule. When Mr. Axelrod first devised \u201cYes We Can\u201d as a slogan during Mr. Obama\u2019s Senate campaign, the candidate resisted: it was a little corny for his taste. \u201cThat\u2019s where the high-minded and big-thinking Barack came in,\u201d said Peter Giangreco, a consultant to the Obama campaign. \u201cHis initial instincts were off from where regular people\u2019s were.\u201d<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p><img src=\"http:\/\/harryallen.info\/wp-content\/uploads\/2008\/08\/obama1.jpg\" title=\"\u201c\u2026get my stroll on\u2026.\u201d\" alt=\"\u201c\u2026get my stroll on\u2026.\u201d\" align=\"right\" width=\"200\" \/>I haven&#8217;t really been interested in Barack Obama as a person so far, but am becoming more and more so as we get closer to the election.<\/p>\n<p>As a Black male of about the same age as he, I find myself watching him, thinking about his life, wondering what I&#8217;d be doing in his place, and guessing what his thoughts might be about everything going on about him. Like, it occurred to me, as he greeted Joe Biden&#8217;s family last night, that that may have been the most white women a Black man has ever kissed, as part of a public spectacle, in U.S. history.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;<em>He doesn&#8217;t inhale<\/em>,&#8221; says his chief strategist. This manner, of being very in control of one&#8217;s emotions, is familiar to me, personally, but its also an archetype that one sees a lot in African-American narrative fiction. As I was reading the piece, I kept thinking about the protagonist of Richard Wright&#8217;s <em>Black Boy<\/em>, who, in the book, gives off very little information about his thoughts, though they are a raging hurricane inside of him.<\/p>\n<p>I also find myself thinking of the current call for Obama to more aggressively attack McCain. Racially, this has always been a tricky piece to play. (It was even more so during the run-off with Clinton.) White people have bred what, at this point, almost looks like an instinctual aversion to Black aggression, or even to what they perceive as the same; e.g., the strident tone of Black preachers, whether they be Sharpton, Jackson, or Wright.<\/p>\n<p>In light of this, I&#8217;m increasingly interested in what kinds of perspectives Obama possesses, as a result of having been raised by a white woman. Obviously, I don&#8217;t mean what he says about &#8220;our union,&#8221; or even his decision to not discuss race. I mean his own deep thoughts, the stuff he won&#8217;t even say to his wife, Michelle.<\/p>\n<p><img src=\"http:\/\/harryallen.info\/wp-content\/uploads\/2008\/08\/obama.jpg\" title=\"A moment\u2019s reflection.\" alt=\"A moment\u2019s reflection.\" align=\"right\" width=\"200\" \/>Of course, as he finalizes <a href=\"http:\/\/www.politico.com\/news\/stories\/0808\/12810.html\"  target=\"_blank\">what he calls the &#8220;yeoman-like task of making the case for my presidency&#8221;<\/a>\u2014the speech he will give tonight, accepting his nomination by acclamation, and <a href=\"http:\/\/news.yahoo.com\/s\/mcclatchy\/20080827\/pl_mcclatchy\/3029809\"  target=\"_blank\">on which, pundits argue, hangs his very chances for the office<\/a>\u2014the one thing, I&#8217;m sure, that Barack Obama will <em>not<\/em> mention are his frankest thoughts about the system of white supremacy. Meaning that, like many of his truest emotions, we may never know how he feels.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Barack Obama. (Photo by Damon Winter for The New York Times) Fascinating piece in The New York Times about the challenge Barack Obama faces, not only, externally, to his ascendency, but also internally, from himself. In the way Mr. Obama has trained himself for competition, he can sometimes seem as much athlete as politician. Even [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[9,20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/harryallen.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1359"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/harryallen.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/harryallen.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/harryallen.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/harryallen.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1359"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/harryallen.info\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1359\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/harryallen.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1359"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/harryallen.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1359"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/harryallen.info\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1359"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}